About me!

That's my shadow. The closest thing you'll get to a picture of me until I'm comfortable with how I look.

As previously stated, I am a trans girl- soon to be trans woman- from San Tan, Arizona. I am pre-estrogen and I'm a bit embarassed about my physical appearance. I have many hobbies, such as gaming, writing poetry, photography, art, reading manga, and of course, web development now! I'm glad to meet you! I usually try to stay upbeat but sometimes I can't due to my somewhat deteriorating mental state.

I have many mental illnesses and issues such as autism, adhd, depression, and scoliosis. I try to navigate my life with these problems and it's going decently, even despite all the issues. I don't often have internet access at home due to strict parenting so I update this blog on brackets and at school. The teachers get anoyed with that though.

I have a surprising amount of friends for a shut-in introvert (about 10). I tend to be a bit on the childish side but nobody but my mom seems to mind. I'd say my mental age at those moments tends to be from 4-7 years old. I have no shame about this and enjoy being childish. It's fun and helps me take my mind off of life's stresses. Admittedly though, I'm never aware when in this state of mind. I'm aware at the end, but during it I am totally, blissfully unaware.

When I finish highschool, I want to be a writer and get published in a poetry book. Not just any poetry book though, a good one. I can't read a lot of text but I just love to write. I'm considering majoring in English if I ever get a chance to go to college. I'm equally afraid and excited for the future of the world and my life in it. I'm like this with a lot of things, sorry~!